rent an apartment

last night, i together with a former colleague went to look for a new apartment. our tenancy of current apartments both expire next month and we plan to share an apartment.
orginally, we hoped to rent house directly from the landlord, but we didn't expect that most of apartments resources are comming from real estate agency, which means if we could successfully rent an apartment, we have to pay for 1 month's rental as service fee that would increase our rent cost.
We have no other apartments resources. the agent guided us to have a look at 3 houses available for renting, which are more expensive than of bad living evironment. we were so disappointed. we were told that the priod of From July to August is not a good time for renting houses and the rental is much higher than that of other months. compared with houses in rural area, the ratio of price and quality of houses in urban is low enough to make us change minds.
anyway, we decided to look for apartments two weeks later. it's so early to find apartments.

about idle

The previous project has ended nearly one month,since that,i have been idle for a long time,no task,no clear goal..I hate this psychological states, it seems that i was wasting mylife...you might say that:Hey,you could study by yourself...what's wrong with me?too many things have to study,I don't know where i should begin with,which book i should pick up first...I nearly fell into a hole,couldn't find a clear way to climb out...
for work,i expect that it could give me a sense of success,even just finishing a task on time.I hope my work intense but orderly,then i could make full use of my spare time,using time with high efficience...
now,I am writing english article trying to kill such idle states.Don't want to let time fly away without leaving anything to me.

find something funny!

Golden Triangle(Southeast Asia)---drug

the Golden Triangle is one of Asia's two mail illicit opium-producing areas.It is an area of 350,000 square kilometers that overlaps the mountains of four countries of Southeast Asia:Myanmar(Burma),Laos,Vietnam and Thailand.(Other interpretations of Golden Triangle also include a section of Yunnan Province, China).Along with Afghanistan in the Golden Crescent(together with Iran and Pakistan), it has been one of the most extensive opium-producing areas of Asia and of the world since 1950s.The Golden Triangle also designates the confluence（汇合）of the Sop Ruak River and the Mekong river,since the term has been appreciated by the Thai tourist industry to describe the nearby junction of Thailand,Laos,and Myanmar.

opium-producing area
Golden Triangle:Thailand,Myanmar,Laos
Golden Crescent:Afghanistan,Iran,Pakistan
and Silvered Triangle(Columbia,Venezuela..)are the 3 major drug-coming sources....

heroin---heroinism be addicated to heroin
cocain---cocainism
mophine---

history.

malleable: to describe a person that he can suffer misery.
Concession: rent region.
endevours: work hard.

Quote:

The only thing we learn from history is that we never learn from history.

for history:

the intrest of history stems from little stories of emperor and their wives,surely, all these were told by my father.

history is blurred.we would never know what the others did hundreds of years ago.the stories were passed down from one generation to one generation.Every time's trasmition would cover a veil to its reality.So,the reality is not so important.

What do you want from history?Experience?Outlook of life?Or just need somthing fun,to laugh at acient people?or langh at ourselves....

I bought a history book,after a period's reading,i decide to take it as only stories cause at that time they were uncivilized.surely,society is going on.

It could remaind us of that we are not in a savage state,do not do savage actions.

now a little bit of hate

The First Question?

the first question that I would like to raise is this:
Why is it that there are people who seem to be not enjoying
life to the fullest?is it because of the way others live their
life in such a way that they don't mind that other people do
exist also?or is it because of fate that defines life of other
people?Do you believe in fate?


here's my thoughts.
there's no standard about a happy or a meaningful life.nobody tell us
that if you obey some principles,you would lead a happy life or a meaningful life.
sometimes we are busy working without knowing why we'd like to spend such that time
on things which maybe boring.we need something or somebody to abstract our attention so that we would not feel vide.not knowing where we would go.you might say, hi, we should absorb ourselves earning money,but where is the motivattion?i'm not
desperatly interested in.......to be continued


.....

forget about yesterday's disinterest.I just found a story about Chinese characters.
using words with only one kind pronounciation(hehe,difficult for foreigners to understand,certainly,there's no need)but with kinds(to be exactly,4)of tone,make a funny story about one person swared to eat ten lions.ten and lion have the same pronounciation.after he killed the lions,lions' body were dragged to his home.while he was trying to eat found that ten lions' body were not flesh but stone.stone also have the same pronounciation with ten and lion.

the verbs used in the article is also with same pronounciaton with ten,stone,lion.
after he wanted to explained the whole thing(note,"explain" in acient chinese could have the same pronounciation with ten,stone,lion).
he could not forget it,but he hoped.there's still some knot in his heart.we description this situation also using one word with the same pronouciation......Hope you faint.


funny...........

the story's chinese name is '施氏食狮史'.

pratice writing in english

just want to write in english. a little tired. maybe i should start with reading an english article,then leave some comments after finish reading.

it's not my mother languages,a little bit difficult to describe my feeling in english.actually,i still haven't fell into the habit of exposing my complaints to visual network even in Chinese.

normally,from my view,much complaination to network means don't trust real person,at least their friends in real life.but most of time,we don't want others know our painfulness especially our intimate friends.it just likes we expose wound to everyone,receving their charity and sympathy.at that time we were children injured pretending strong enough than anyone else.

oh, am i complaining? maybe or may not.

so,where to start?

1. Pride and Prejudice

start with this? oh,my God, kill me. i had ever seen 2 versions of this.certainly, they are movies.The deep inpressed one is directed with Indian background,bright colors and excellent dances,sure,the world lady as actress.that's all.no other deep meaning left to me.